Monday, May 18, 2009

Truth Hurts

So I'm back from Texas and I had another goood trip. It wasn't really as good as last time. I told Toot that I was glad that we met and he said I shouldn't say stuff like that. Yesterday I pretty much decided to end things with him. I know we all have pasts and some type of baggage but I need to protect myself before my feelings get any more invested. I can't say I'm not going to miss him because I miss him already.

9 comments:

Miss.Stefanie said...

You have to let go of something in order to see if it will come back. You also have to leave baggage behind in order to grow. *hugs* Im proud though, what you did took strength Trish.

Trish said...

Thanks Stef! Hopefully it does...

Gee-Nah Muh-Ree said...

Great that you had a nice trip.

Sometimes letting go is the best way to stay sane. A lot of people tend to think that walking away is usually just punking out .. but nah I don't think so.

A confident person that knows what she wants walks away when she needs to ..

Trish said...

Gee-Nah-Very true. I catch flack from a certain friend of mine because she says that I walk away too easily and I'll never find a mate, but I beg to differ.

Young woman on a journey said...

As long as you are doing what is best for you! you have to take care of yourself first.

Trish said...

Young woman-I do. Just hate this initial feeling of missing someone that has become apart of your life. Sad thing is, I never really cut everyone out of my life because I feel like this kind of thing always happens.

Nina said...

noooooooooooooooooooooooo! what happened??

ok, initial reaction aside...
*hugs*

just a detour on your journey..i only wish you happiness...

buttahflychronicles said...

Good move. Especially since you made it for you.

Trish said...

Nina-Girl, I know! But its truly for the best.

Buttahfly-Yeah, I am really trying to continue learning from all these experiences.