Monday, May 23, 2011


So guess who texted me at 6:36am.....Teddy! It's funny because I mentioned in my last post that I had been praying for him because he had been on my heart.

Well in his text, he was saying he was writing for closure. Then he mentioned a position he was considering taking on the east coast so that he could move on from me and only space will allow that to happen. The texts went on for about a half hour. I'm still uncertain as to where we left things. Part of me says it's been six weeks, just wait six more and maybe I'll be over him, the other part of me says that him reaching out was huge so maybe this all means something.

In other news, camping was so much fun!! We had a great time, although sleeping in a tent was not a high point for me. Let me also say how filthy the bathrooms were, I can't believe women used them, it seemed more like a pack of animals. When I got home, I ran to the shower, it was sweet relief. There were a ton of couples on the camping trip, I admit that I wished that I had come as a part of a couple, but hanging with BeBe was cool as always.

There is nothing else really going on, I have still been on the hunt for a new job so we'll see what happens next.....


Jameil said...

I don't think you should rush yourself to be over him. 12 weeks? For your ex-fiancé? It may be easier to cope with (I HOPE SO) but don't be surprised if you're not completely over him. Re: camping. I camped in a tent once and I pray to God I never have to do it again. Bathrooms? HORRID! And pointless. It was August in VA. You were dirty on the walk from the bathrooms and sweaty within 15 mins. I hated it.

Trish said...

I'm sure you're right Jameil. I just don't want to still think of him as often as I do. I'd like for that time heals all wounds phrase to kick in.

Lol! Your camping experience sounds pretty much like mine. I was just glad to do something different than movies and dinner. The group mentioned a resort as an option, I'll definitely go on that trip!